I Can’t Even Think Straight

I Can't Even Think Straight: A Young Adult Novel in Verse About Queer Identity, Love, and Coming Out by Dean Atta
on May 6, 2025
ISBN: 0063158035
Genres: Realistic Fiction
Format: Young Adult
Source: MSL Book Review
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four-stars

“I Can’t Even Think Straight” is a young adult novel in verse by Dean Atta. Malachi (“Kai”) is a gay teen who wants to come out, but his best friend, Matt, worries that if Kai comes out, Matt’s religious parents will react badly. The book reads like it’s Kai’s journal, with first-person narration. We watch as Kai navigates being a closeted person of color along with the other challenges that come from just being a teenager. At times Kai seemed a bit unlikeable, but I think it was true to teen behavior. A recommended purchase for YA collections especially where novels in verse are popular.

Reviewed by Kate Radke, Walker Memorial Library, Westbrook, ME.